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First, Cindy and her family would like to thank you for all of your prayers. In the last few weeks I have had people asking me how Cindy and the baby were doing. Finally here is an update folks!

Cindy came in this evening to see me for her next session. I had some time prior to tune into her before her session and connected with the lil’ guy to see how he was doing. Tracking his breath and heart rate in the spirit world, the most important thing to me was that he was breathing better because of his increased oxygen and nutrient intake. Also as important was the balance of ancestral spirits around him. I was hoping that my visions were accurate for her and her baby. She walked in the door and took out the ultrasound picture before sitting down. I couldn’t wait to take a peek and quickly glanced. I thought it was my imagination but in 2 weeks that amniotic sac had grown quite a bit from the last ultrasound.

She sat down on the floor and shared the good news. The ultrasound showed that the baby was 10 weeks old with the amniotic sac measuring 8 weeks and 2 weeks ago the amniotic sac measured around 5 weeks. Cindy said the ultrasound technician was very happy as well as her physician. From the moment she left 2 weeks ago, she had followed the regimen we discussed when it came to nutrition and the high molecularly structured water. She had said that she would become hungry after consuming the colostrum and the Willards Water.

I listened patiently and it was time for me to talk with the baby and track his progress even deeper. I would just share first what I was seeing and hearing from the baby and the spirit world. Then Cindy and I would speak.

(Tracking)… “I’m in the baby’s energy and I am more hydrated than last time but still not getting the right amount of fluids; and consequently, nutrients. I am having problems breathing…feel like I am wheezing, but I think Cindy’s allergies are synergistic with the baby’s at the moment. I have space, more space. Thank God. I am a little light- headed but I think that is Cindy, not the baby. Feels like her blood pressure dropped at some point. Craving cruciferous vegetables, gassy. Need to find a way to stabilize and maximize absorption of nutrients. Baby’s brain does not feel like it is developing the way it should. I am not concerned right now but just need to focus on stabilization. Hmmm…iodine..something about iodine. Need to put this all together.
Checking in on the ancestral attachments.. ‘witchy’ spirits are still there but I had a feeling as the lil’ guy got stronger they would pull back so that will be my focus. Getting into a power struggle with them myself would only weaken the baby. I have no need to engage with them. Now for how the lil’ guy is handling it all. Wow, finally starting to see both sides of mommy and daddy when it comes to his emotions. He feels that mommy is very afraid of something. He wants to be more connected with her and is picking up on her fears. He is starting to isolate his spirit like his daddy might do when he gets overwhelmed emotionally. I will talk to Cindy about that. Can’t wait to meet this lil’ guy..”

I left the baby’s energy very gently, still tracking the heart beat, his emotions as I pulled away from him; wanting to make sure he felt safe. Also watched for the response of the spirits around him as well as Cindy’s reactions. I wanted to confirm a few things with Cindy before making recommendations.

I asked if her allergies were acting up because the baby had been wheezing. She said they were pretty bad and confirmed that she indeed had been wheezing over the last few weeks. She also confirmed that at one point a few days back she was lightheaded. She was crampy and didn’t know why she had bought some cruciferous vegetables at the grocery store. She hasn’t cooked them yet but I told her to do so. They balance and metabolize estrogen levels besides providing necessary nutrients like vitamin K for baby’s bone growth. I asked her if she had any cravings and I laughed when Cindy said she really wanted shellfish but knew she shouldn’t have it. That was all she wanted; shellfish. Of course – the iodine. Time to muscle test both baby and mother. I went and retrieved some iodine from my bathroom. I didn’t get the food source yet because I wanted to experiment with the transdermal form. I had Cindy hold the iodine while I tracked the baby and then Cindy. My eyes started to burn badly but my body’s water balance increased itself. The baby had more room. I asked her to keep holding the iodine as I gave her some more Willard Water to drink. Hmmm….the water seemed to increase the absorption of the iodine and it was pretty amazing what I was feeling. Toxins were coming out of my head and I was burning from the neck up, but the baby’s brain was growing energetically as the iodine was allowing for other vital nutrients to get absorbed. I told Cindy she should be hungry at this point and she was…I needed that confirmation to see how we could both stabilize the amount of nutrients that baby was absorbing for proper fetal growth. Iodine is one of those amazing halogens on the periodic table. It is involved in thyroid production and synthesis and is vital for immune and endocrine function. Iodine in fetal development is important nourishment for the brain as in the early gestational period, it nourishes the central nervous system. I asked her to see if her physician would do a 24 hr iodine urine test so we could see where we were at. I felt that we were headed in the right direction at this time in giving the baby more of what he needed for proper development.

As we continued to talk, Cindy started to become itchy in all the upper body places I was burning. Good. She was responding normally to tracking I was facilitating in the present and future pacing for what was to come. She has continued to keep her pregnancy a secret for the most part and asked if she could start to tell more people. I said no. Not yet. That was a clear answer from the spirit world. I did speak with her about what her baby was having a hard time with. I shared that the lil’ guy was tuning into her fear and I said, “ You are afraid of connecting with your baby because you think you will be exactly like your mother.” She said yes, that not a day goes by and she is so afraid of having the antagonistic relationship with her child that she has with her mother. She is very frightened indeed.

I suggested that she talk openly and honestly with him about her fears and that she open herself up to him more so that he could feel more secure in his relationship with her. She said all the books she read said the baby couldn’t hear when the fetus is still this small. I thought how funny. I could hear him just fine.

I added a few more remedies to her regimen. Homeopathic Bioplasma (tissue salts) for the baby. And homeopathic Ignatia for them both, to help them work through this fear together. I also wanted her to start incorporating more seaweeds into her diet.

Baby, mommy, and spirits settled down, and it was time to end the session. During our time together, there was a knock at the door. A package was left for me; some incredibly pristine dry seaweed from a seaweed ‘farmer’ up in Maine. No coincidence. I opened the box and gave some to Cindy as she walked out the door to go home.

 

It was a few months ago. I was working on an article on reproductive issues. I decided to share it with one of my clients, Cindy. We had always gone back and forth about her having a baby. I remember telling her that after she read the article,  she actually might get pregnant from the spirits supporting it, as ‘baby energies’ were abound. Cindy is newly married, a woman in her mid-30’s. This would be her first pregnancy that I had seen around her.
I saw her weeks later and she wasn’t feeling well. I knew the baby was ready to come and be a part of her journey, the choice was hers. She had wondered if she was pregnant and had taken a few tests that came out negative. The spirits were quiet in a strange way. As though they had a surprise in store. I asked her to please go to the doctors to take a blood test; just to make sure. Fast forward 2 weeks later she comes for another session. From the moment she walked in the door, I had become extremely itchy – felt like I had poison ivy. I had asked her if she had a reaction recently similar to the one I was visibly having in front of her. I also asked her if she had eaten any nuts lately. My body was reacting to something she digested but also to an influx of hormones that she wasn’t used to. I felt the baby in the spirit world coming in and out of her body. It was as though it were deciding to stay or being held back. As I was tracking the energy, she gave me the good news. She was pregnant. And yes, she also had some nuts a few days prior and got a little itchy, a reaction she had not had before. That’s because the reaction wasn’t hers, it was her child’s. She has given me permission to share her journey. Her real name will not be disclosed. For my blog, I will just call her Cindy. In all the years I have practiced, I have been accurate about a pregnancy coming along; but rarely accurate on the sex of the baby. It’s kind of funny.

Without a doubt I was happy for Cindy. Her body’s response to the fetus was unique at that point. It felt like she was having an allergic response, and with that came spirits from her ancestry that I have seen and known around Cindy for years. Some excited for the good news, and some a little challenged by it. I shared with her what I had seen in my visions. Her pregnancy would be a little different than most. She would not have cravings like most women do. Her relationship with food was going to be different. I also shared that the baby would kick strongly, because it was going to need space. I knew this. I don’t know how. The baby’s will was going to be strong and that was clear. She had her first ultrasound scheduled a few weeks later and our next session was shortly after. Something was off as I was tracking the fetus, still unsure about making its way into this world.

Next session. Cindy walked in with pictures of the ultrasound. I became incredibly itchy again the moment she walked through the door; but this time it was mostly from the spirits around her. The baby was ‘held’ somehow in the spirit world. A few spirits from her mother’s lineage which were witch -like in nature had attached to the baby. I just observed. Then there were other spirits in support of the child. They were from her mother’s lineage as well. I didn’t track any from her father’s lineage at this point in time. Basically they were arguing back and forth over Cindy as she sat down and started to tell me about her ultrasound. Interestingly enough, the relationship Cindy has with her mother is similar in nature to what I was seeing around her, antagonistic most of the time. Cindy had a hard time staying in her body, the baby’s soul pulse was intermittent, spirits in a power struggle over her…She started to talk.

The ultrasound showed that the baby did not have enough amniotic fluid and that the sac around the baby was small. The doctor was concerned about a miscarriage and asked Cindy to come back in a few weeks for another ultrasound. I wanted to talk to the baby and I also wanted to talk with the spirits. Many times I will have a few conversations going on and the client won’t even know it. I asked Cindy if she felt thirsty because the dehydration I saw in her body was unquenchable. She said yes even though she had been drinking tons of water. She also said she didn’t have much of an appetite. I tuned into the baby and the baby wasn’t actually hungry which I felt was strange. He was thirsty, utterly thirsty. He let me know (I will call the baby a he for now) that at times he had an appetite. I followed the digestive system of the baby to see if I could retrace what might help him to shift. The first thing he told me was that he wanted oats. I turned to Cindy and asked her if she had any oatmeal to eat lately. She looked at me stunned and said that over the last two days she kept remarking to her husband that she wanted oatmeal. I also asked her if recently she had wanted a mango because the baby craved one. I knew he needed not only the nutrition from these foods; he also needed the energies from them. The oats were a good source of manganese and other essential minerals for fetal development besides beta-glucan. Mangos are a good source of beta-carotene which converts into vitamin A in the body is and essential for baby’s bone growth.When she showed me the picture of the ultrasound, I saw how little space he had and hence I connected that to what I saw around her when she first said she was pregnant..that her baby was going to need space and will do a lot of kicking to get it. I also mentioned some soup and other things he wanted; but most importantly, he needed hydration. If I could think of a way to hydrate the baby, then he would have an appetite and subsequently, Cindy would have an appetite. It came in a flash. A doctor friend of mine told me about a molecularly structured water with one of the highest ph’s around – Willards Water. Something I take myself. I went in the kitchen and got her some. I asked her to drink it slowly so I can feel the baby’s reaction. I tracked his heartbeat as well as Cindy’s. I also tracked his immune response. My tongue started to get moist as well as my mucous membranes as Cindy was drinking. My internal organs felt lighter as I was palpating his energy. I stayed tuned into the baby until I felt some movement. I asked Cindy to keep drinking. If this worked, then after the session, they both would be hungry. As the ph of her body was energetically shifting, I was becoming increasingly itchy again between the influx of hormones, the spirits above her having a power struggle, the old xenoestrogens and toxins that were being eliminated from her tissues, a few past lives that were stuck. To me, it is all part of the whole. I have always looked at life like this; in parallel realities. I have come to believe that a body will inherently clean out toxins as the womb is preparing for birth. I have seen it. It will also work to clear out past life trauma, emotional patterns, and spirits that have attached to internal organs, etc. Cindy continued to drink slowly and I was carefully watching the baby. He was starting to feel hunger and that was a good sign. He needed nutrients and fats. I could easily see that there was potential for respiratory challenges either in utero or after he was born and he needed to take in a good level of healthy fats and proteins. I went into the kitchen and brought her out some colostrum to take and a piece of organic meat to eat. Both Cindy and the baby responded. I traced their every response. As she ate and drank, my breath started to return and I let out a sigh as I had room to breathe. As I did that, Cindy said she felt her stomach expand and all of a sudden developed an appetite. At that moment, a woman; her grandmother who died last year, appeared to her left. The spirits involved in the power struggle over this baby left the room, and I knew we had made some progress. Those spirits whose unhealthy attachments to the baby were not gone; they simply took some space for now. This is part of the child’s ancestral patterning to deal with. We are only at 6 weeks old so I have to see how this unfolds. The baby is completely protected. Those spirits can have an influence of the appetite of the baby and mother as well as the amniotic sac.
I gave Cindy a small list of foods to eat and a few supplements to take, the Willards Water being the most important for the time being to get her and the baby hydrated.
I saw Cindy 2 days later as she stopped by. She was starting to exhibit some of the normal symptoms of her pregnancy. I was elated.

Spirituality, energy medicine and psychoneuroimmunology all interconnect when it comes to healing. When people ask me why they don’t heal, I prefer not to take a ‘new age approach’ towards the answer. Rather, my work in the last 20 years has given me an understanding that I may not have realized otherwise. Being a medical intuitive has afforded me the grace to look at the concept of healing in a new way. I don’t think the question of why we don’t heal is even supportive of the process. I have come to see that we ARE healing in actuality, whether we are conscious of this truth or not. Being interconnected and part of the whole, energetic patterns that surround and engage us are not just about us, but about every living thing we are connected to. Thus, it is not as simple as our lives are ‘our own’, because I personally believe they are not. I also believe that many of us have attachments to the definition of healing. We belong to the greater cosmos if you will. We belong to the earth and all its inherent kingdoms; and we belong to one another. As a medical intuitive and Spiritwalker, my thought or emotion may not just be inherent to me, as well as any physical ailment or even spiritual endeavor. I spent my first years studying those fields thinking every thought and emotion I had, suppressed or not, contributed to my physical reality, both in health and sustainability. Being a person who communes with the spirit world since a child, I began to see parallel universes, spirit attachments, ancestral patterning, ‘perceived’ destinies, karmic patterns etc. I began to see the exchange of all these paradigms between human beings, between the cosmos, between the earth and its many kingdoms which lie therein. Hence, I began to expand my definition of what a medical intuitive was about, to include all that I was learning.

Dear Friends,

Most of us can attest to the fact that the world is going through a multitude of changes. There is a saying that helps keep me centered by Anais Nin. “We don’t see things as they are. We see things as we are.” I listen patiently to the many people out there projecting fear onto the many. As someone who is deeply connected to the spirit world via my generational ancestry, I listen to the spirits above and below – those in the heavens, the earth, the trees, the wind, anything that will speak to me. Like you, I watch the news. Like you, I also get caught up in what’s happening. Then I sit back and remember. Before the vast media outlets, time has gone through chaotic upheavals like this before. Seers and augurs from the beginning of time have predicted future chaos and events. They have also predicted portals being opened, energetic shifts, parallel universes being created. This is not new. I think many of us are forgetting that. The earth has gone through many changes since its inception. For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. We all know the saying. The only difference I believe is that more of us are awakening. Time is speeding up and it has been scientifically proven – that makes everything happen a bit faster – not a lot of time to process. The warnings out there are real – natural disasters occurring at a rapid pace, environmental shifts to greater degrees, chemical warfare, spiritual warfare, familial challenges…need I go on? The earth has seen changes like this before, so has humanity. We just have different tools now to hurt one another and the earth, but we also have different tools to help one another to heal.

So, with the little time I have, I sat with the wind and here is what I have learned to help myself along the way. I am sure all of you know and have these tools; but they are worth mentioning again. And by the way, the wind had a lot to say.

Illnesses and Ailments are shifting. Yes, they may become more chronic and we will have no cures for some things. The vibrations for many of them I am learning to palpate at a different frequency – very interesting. Infections and viruses, co-infections – they will all require antedotes of a different vibration. Old medicines will become new again. Old ways of the earth will be revisited. One such remedy that will be helpful will be homeopathic gold and silver for mental, anti-viral and anti-microbial use.

Some of the poisonous flowers – their essences will be key. Plant spirit medicine, reconnecting with the spirit of the plant to foster healing, will be more powerful than ever.

Fungus – love it – it loves me too unfortunately – remedies made out of fungi will be extremely important. Tree bark tinctures and salves will be handy to have around.

I have been researching organ peptide therapies for cancer and neurological diseases and think they might be beneficial. Stem cell therapy will begin to appear in various forms that science has not yet recognized

Food – eat cleanly. Have a relationship with everything you put into your mouth.

Topicals – Oils are easily absorbed through the skin and can filter out toxins. Castor oil being one of them.

Salts from all over the world are necessary as they provide many trace minerals that we lose through poor nutrition, poor absorbtion, and the poisoning of our environment.

As far as natural disasters, be open to being prepared for climate changes in your area and have what you need to be safe and/or relocate your family.

Family dynamics – I have been seeing a lot of mental health issues and diseases on the rise in my practice. Heavy metals and environmental chemicals are part contributors. On a spiritual level, there are honestly a lot of portals open right now where transient spirits are attaching to many people here and influencing their behavior. There are many reasons why this can happen and I won’t go into them here. Relationships are shifting dramatically. New ones forging and people that are no longer in alignment separating. It is sad to see so many families shifting but I understand why. We all attach to frequencies and vibrations – thoughts, emotions, patterns on all levels. We are all subject to aligning to the frequency which serves us best as the earth is going through all these changes. The wind talked to me for quite a while. I could only share a bit here.

Does this mean life might be difficult? Yep, sure does. Does it mean that we do not have the strength to walk through it? The spirit world remains strong folks. You will remain strong. The wind remains strong, letting me know when things will transpire, reminding me that change and chaos is a form of purification and evolution. I might kick and scream some times – and trust me I have this year, but every time I look upon my shoulder, the angel that has been with me remains steadfast. The wind that I speak with – its voice never changes. The trees remain rooted, and I know that I am not alone.

Remember, the sacred silence is omnipresent and the keepers already know what is to come and how we are supposed to evolve. It has already been destined. Let’s do our part to align with the changes, be good and kind to one another – perhaps not so self-absorbed all the time, and with that said, do try and find the time to take care of yourself.