You possess a loneliness infused

By grace. An impoverished spirit

beset by the incessant questioning as to

Whether or not you are a worthy child of God.

You have been invited into His heart

Many a time, wandering aimlessly 

Amidst your own power struggles. 

The innate desire for connection,

To both a light and a darkness

You still cannot comprehend.

Why is it that you still wander so?

The road will never be clear.

You will never be certain of who you think you are.

Your humanity still unraveling itself to meet God at

Every threshold. 

There really is nowhere to escape

Except into the light from which you came.