I need for you to know I was not alone.
I could barely catch my breath. With every inhalation, memories of you would flood my mind, your smile, your warmth, our lives together. It made me pause, stripped away any fear I had about being isolated, waiting for that breath to fill me until I exhaled with relief. I knew my time was coming. You may not have been there but everyone we know who had already made their way across worlds was by my side. I laughed as I watched souls reach for my hand to comfort me, some I had actually never even met. I knew they had succumbed to the same dire consequences as I did, part of this collective crossing of souls to such a degree that I am beginning to understand its purpose. Family members, friends, strangers, all in spirit form, gathered as I struggled for air and realized there was no way that any of us would ever be left to cross alone. The laughter emanating from these souls makes me forget the loud noises surrounding me from my hospital room, the machines I am hooked up to, the heavy energy and stench of fear that I felt when I was first brought here.
I’m taking my last breath now. I could see the angels parting those around me to reassure me of my ascent.
Oh how blessed I am to be part of this calling, this mass evolution that will help heal humanity in ways I don’t even understand quite yet. Their wings are so effervescent I could hardly contain myself. I’m lifting, I’m lifting. Boy, I wish you could see me fly. I wish you could feel how so untethered I am from everything that weighed me down. I wish you could know how many of us beyond the veil are praying for you all. What’s happening to humanity is not what you think. I wish the angels would explain it to me so you would all suffer less until this has passed. But they won’t. So I can’t.
I’m sorry I left you too soon but if you could only see this other world you would understand why. I am but a whisper away, helping you work through your fear of the unknown now and the plethora of emotions you are still feeling along with everyone else trying to make sense of the world right now. Humanity will be so different. The angels are jumping for joy at what will come. But I do know that a number of us had to cross worlds to prepare the way for you, and I was chosen as one of them. And just so you know, I would do it all over again because that is how much I love you.